|
[04 Dec 2007|08:42am] |
| [ |
music |
| |
What Shall We Die For |
] |
Okay its been a really long time since I've posted.
grrr stupid parents. stupid huge family and its pettiness and fakeness. stupid fake cousins who push me away. hmph. no wonder I can't act myself around them. I just fade away.
So now I'm bored....again. Went shopping so now I have 3 bags full of yarn and two new fabrics. defintly need to learn how to sew.
|
|
|
[21 Jul 2007|08:50pm] |
I'm actually updating...wow...seems like forever since I last did...
Anyway, summer is boring. Typical boring. I've used up all my books several times over (manga included)
Chemo is driving me up the wall. I absolutely despise pills. If I never have to take them again, it will be a utopia. One thing they don't tell you, its absolutely the most excrutiatingly painful (physical)experience ever. Beats the pain from the ear infection on the trip several times over.
Of course that doesn't exactly count since the ear infection was a symptom of cancer. (thanks a lot doctors for catching that so late)oh well. Its really annoying trying to convince doctors and nurses to let you travel to places. Being stuck in this same house all the time is driving me insane.
|
|
|
[01 May 2007|12:23pm] |
I had hoped the doctor was exaggerating a little when he said I would be in school for only 5-6 days. But as far as I know, I'm basically missing this entire week of school.
So Chemo Threapy starts Friday or Tuesday. And I have a pet scan, a cat scan (again), and another test tomorrow. That lifeboat does not sound particularly thrilling. Today I had a blood test (yet again) and a bone scan.
So hopefully I'll be able to go to the Prom and Graduation. No AP Bio exam though.
Oi! good thing this semester doesn't count.
|
|
|
[24 Apr 2007|06:29pm] |
|
slowly calming down. I'm still really frightened. well, at least Hopkins disease is curable.
|
|
|
[26 Mar 2007|08:52pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sick |
] |
ugh! my stomach feels like its knotted.
what to do? I think I have another small fever yet again.
|
|
|
[26 Mar 2007|08:37pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 annoyed |
] |
Hey, I'm posting for once. anyway, back from Italy. not a very good trip. got to listen to a lot of complaints and have people order me around. add my monstrous ear infection on top of that and anyone can tell just what a jolly time I had. back in school and my ear still hurts like hell.
yeah I'm complaining, get over it.
|
|
|
[04 Mar 2007|11:06am] |
|
I'm still extremely furious.
|
|
|
[02 Mar 2007|08:45pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
angry |
] |
and so the slow week goes on. what a horrible day it has been. so many people in bad moods (including me) and dreary weather.
|
|
|
[31 Dec 2006|07:23am] |
what a boring vacation it has been. got some presents(most of which I could care less about).
Dad got me this fabric that had gold illama designs. pretty but unpractical for society. I certainly wouldn't wear a shirt with THAT fabric.(I had asked for BLACK fabric that was undecorated. see how my dad sucks at getting something I want)
got a shuffle. (WHY??? I already have a video ipod. I don't need a new one every time they come out more advanced! besides its got 240 songs. I have way more than that!)
got a dress(in my opinion is extremely ugly and dreary, my parents think its the best thing ever of course)
got a box full of shirts from an asian store(I asked for a traditional styled asian clothing. some of the shirts are okay but others I would never wear. ugh!)
got some boots from some regular shoe store(unpractical because I really can't run in them. my platform boots are better than these)
got a gift certificate andvmoney(finally something I like)
got a book from Dad about how you shouldn't listen to parents(okay seriously I will NEVER read that. why don't he give that to himself? he'll certainly enjoy it way more than I would!)
I must sound spoiled but seriously who is going to want some of that stuff. My parents think I've made off like a bandit but seriously they are really lacking in taste! no wonder why three quarters of my wardrobe are really ugly clothing that you never see me wear. Half of my shirts are freebies or clothing that is seriously lacking in good taste. I'm going to have so little clothing when I go to college!
|
|
|
[24 Dec 2006|03:43am] |
I AM SOOOO BORED!!!!!
Anyone want to do something next week?
|
|
|
[02 Dec 2006|09:47pm] |
|
longest outage I've ever had to endure. annoying though. we had to go out for dinner rather than eat at home. Dad was not in a good mood.
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:07am] |
|
A SLIGHTED FRIEND IS MORE DANGEROUS THAN AN ENEMY!!!!
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:06am] |
|
Very PISSED and ANGRY at a CERTAIN SOMEONE who had better not talk to me for a very long time.
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:05am] |
|
Very PISSED
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:04am] |
|
I'm pessimistic
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:04am] |
|
Beware, I'm mean
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:03am] |
|
P.I.S.S.E.D.
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:03am] |
|
pissed
|
|
|
[22 Nov 2006|01:02am] |
|
no servant for a very long while. actually no servant ever.
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
ashura105's journal